Content note: This post discusses pregnancy loss, eating disorders, depression, and body image. For 10 years, I struggled with an eating disorder and extreme body dysmorphia. I spent so much time obsessing about what my body looked like, what I ate, and what I needed to change. Then I became pregnant for the first time. I was overjoyed. We told our families right away, and I immediately started imagining life with this little person. I thought about who they might be and what